Who gives them the right? Things I love about my life.

This weekend my kind nature was subjected to a major overhaul. I had a pretty harrowing experience, where I was working to help out someone I was treated like absolute rubbish. Yes, I didn't really know what I was doing but I worked damn hard, and I did my best! I overheard people being rude about me behind my back, and I just thought who gives them the right to judge me? Give me half a chance!

It has however prompted me to think about the better things I have in my life.

I have my first decent job, and I am starting to enjoy it. I am looking to move out and live in my own place for the first time. Yippeee! I am still young, and I am happily married. I have amazing friends and family. So I really couldn't give a crap what people think of me.

I think I have done pretty well considering some things which have occurred in my life, I am the better person, and I am orking towards a degree that will land me my dream job.

I am going to move on up, and keep busting down the barriers that others put in my way, I am going to keep on moving up and I am going to have my perfect life.

What would I change about me? Not alot. I like who I am. I am kind, I am hardworking, I strive to help others, but I would wish that I could be as bold on the outside and have the same bravado as my inside-head voice has. I guess it just comes from meeting insincere people, and being better than them.

I don't pretend to be who I am not. I have half my head shaved because I had a mad moment, I don't always do my housework, I don't wear matching underwear, I am a 'goth', I am a nerd, I play video games, I don't identify myself as being girly, I love sci-fi, I love nature, I am a bit of a hippy, yet I listen to black metal, I don't like people, but I will always try to be kind, I cry for days if I acidentally step on a slug, I apologize to inanimate objects, I hate vegetables, my favorite food is tuna, I'm not that keen on children but they are ok :P I am scared of needles I work in a hospital, I am tokophobic as well as having a phobia of clowns, I love animals, but I don't really like cats, I like to complain sometimes, I have bad driving days, I listen to cheesy pop music, I run in circles to relex, I am insomniac, I am probably really insecure, I hate people walking behind me incase my skirt is up, I am neurotic, I hate dripping taps, I am paranoid, I hate nightclubs, I don't care if people drink or take drugs, I am a listener, I also need to be listened to, I get angry when I get  spoken over, I ask too many questions, I get muddled, i love it.

I AM ME